Finished an interview

Phew....just finished the most important interview KPLI but the results will be released after a month. 
Basically, I think I was doing good. When they asked me questions, I answered them calmly. When they wanted me to write an article, I crapped reasonably. When we were having group discussion, I gave educated point of views.

If I got this, I am going to pursue my Master before my brain is dead. Actually, I don't need to trouble myself by studying that much but it is necessary to get this Master cert to build my self-esteem wall. You say I am silly...yes, you are right.....I am the dumbest person on earth who is going to get the Master toilet paper and stuck it into those  mouths who are looking down on me.


 Ok, I am done here. I will keep other negative stuff to myself.

P/S: Wow, now u can leave me a comment here, excited huh~

很闲~

如果世界没有天空，我要对着什么发呆？

最后一天

今天是我在学校最后一天上课，我的心情并没有我想象中兴奋和愉快，也没有觉得不舍，只是觉得完成了一项任务。
无可否认的，我也学习了蛮多的，无论是从其他老师或学生身上。
我终于熬过了，我觉得我还蛮厉害的。请神赋于我力量，因为我又要踏出下一步了。

香格里拉

香格里拉是1933年英国著名小说家 詹姆斯. 希尔顿 在小说《消失的地平线》中所描绘的一个永恒，和平，宁静的地方。
那里，一片绝尘静域，神奇得让人一见倾心。
顾名思义就是人间天堂咯。
有人说希尔顿笔下的香格里拉在喜玛拉雅山的山脚；也有人说是中国的西藏。
两者我都没到过，所以没办法体会当中的美好。
但是，我相信地球上总有一些未被人类摧毁的净土。

我也想找到一个让我心旷神怡的人间天堂，我想应该很容易找到吧~本人对于美好的事物并没有设下很高的要求。
等我攒够了银两，我就去寻找属于我的香格里拉~>.<

请给我一点点。。。

我又在倒数了，倒数什么时候这一切会结束。原来工作真的会让一个人疯掉，尤其是你不喜欢这份工作。我尽量不要埋怨，不要投诉，把自己的感觉往口里塞，然后用万能胶封上来。
把自己困在自己的牢里其实很寂寞的，又不能跟别人分享，感觉就好像踩到牛屎一样。。。无言~
那么，在自己的部落格叹气一下总可以吧~

每次逃到没有后路的时候，还好可以回到这里，这里好安全，好安静，只有少数人会来关心我的部落格，会读中文的朋友更少，所以这里是我最好的避风港。

我是一个可怜虫
可怜虫需要一点勇气
只要一点勇气就够了
真的一点就够了~

P/S：我很想发出正面能量，但是没办法，最近很负面~

活过来了~

从吉隆坡回来已有几天了，感觉又回来了，可能是看了三部戏的关系吧！

连我妹妹看见我都说，我好想活过来了，之前好像一个死人一样。

哈哈~可能是吧！还好有美玉陪我说说话，有些东西我终于想通了，我会好好地规划我的未来的，你们不用担心。


我一直在想，身边的人总是想看我什么时候跌倒，什么时候失败，然后出现嘲笑我。但是我错了，真心朋友是不会的，因为他们看见我幸福，他们也会为我感到高兴。

P/S：有了新的爱好，就是收集故事~

One afternoon

I had donated some of my clothes to an organization this afternoon. Like my grandmother said, we never offer anything to anybody in the world but we took an awful lot. So, it is about time to give back some. 
After work, I have ample time to sort out all my old clothes and I found something interesting in my closet. My mum said, I should give out some nice and decent clothes to those children but not those frumpy clothes, so, I was having a tough time to decide which one is decent and which one is 'frumpy' .
Hahaha....talking about the interesting stuff in my closet....I found some clothes that I used to wear when I was in Form 5. Those are really ugly, old fashioned and frayed jeans.....and also some T-shirts which have already gone out of style....urggghhhh......why I didn't take care of my appearance in those golden age, no wonder nobody courted me that time....haiz
Moving on, if you still remember, Yik Hong designed a T-shirt for English Math Science society.....it is my favourite all the time. But it has become yellowish and unwearable now. Anyone is still keeping that shirt?? We have a lot of good memories there.
Besides that, my Temenggung and Jaguar T-shirts....it reminded me that we were always the loser in the sport days. Aisskkk....How much I wish we could get the champion for just one year. We lost the championship for 4 years continuously. Sad. Better delete this awful memory by throwing the T-shirts. 
 And you know, I have many jackets and sweaters. I donated half of them so I can get some new one....Hehe...still have evil intention in my good deed. I also helped my sister to give out some T-shirts, everybody knows she is a shopaholic. >.<
Good news......I also can get some news jeans now because I lost weight, I think 3kg. I have been jogging for some time, it is time to see the result of my effort. Bulge, please go away, I don't need you in my life...haha
With the sun streaming into my room, I was having a good time with all my clothes.

P/S: My mood is green colour today.