Dream

Maybe this is just a dream, I've never grown up.
Suddenly the bell rings, I wake up and realise that I just fell asleep in the classroom.
I'm still in 2004.
Yee Hui shouts at me and says :"Hey, wake up la, let's go makan!!"

I am good??

I don't know why I always get compliments that I don't deserve it. For example, I put little,seriously very little effort to do my teaching plans, but my supervisors, principal and lectures said I did very WELL. I read my teaching plans severe times, but I didn't find anything special in it.

I am good?? I doubt it......I'm getting famous now because of my great teaching plans and the fear is approaching me slowly....

随笔

有时候，真的很想狠狠的比出这个手指。
那么，所有的不愉快都会云消烟散。
你今天比了吗？

Baby Kimgres

I went to the celebration of a newborn baby of my friend last week. His name is Kimgres.
Still remember last year December, one day my friend called and told me she was pregnant. she sounded so dead and nervous because this was totally out of her plan.
She didn't know how to tell her parents and felt lost at that time.
It was hard but we all insisted to keep the baby.
Along these few months, full with bittersweet memories. Luckily, they are so strong and help each others and try to build their new family.
When I was holding the baby, wow......it was incredibly amazing. I could touch him and felt his breath. His hands was so small and it looked so fragile. He was so tiny until you couldn't help yourself to hold him tightly and afraid that your every little movement would hurt him.
I'm so proud of my friend and love her so much. I know this will be a new journey in her life.
Life has never been kind to us, so let us hold our hands together and go through it.
Happiness is awaiting us ahead. ^^

厄运

最近衰事连连，衰到我快顶不顺了！！！

 无端端，我的橱被撬开，很多贵重物品被偷了。

朋友叫我忍，父母叫我忍，姐妹叫我忍。。。。连校方也叫我忍。

好不容易找到偷我东西的人，隔着电话，她说：“是我偷的，又怎样？？！！你能奈我何。”

突然间发现，我真的无能为力。就这样眼睁睁地放了那头魔鬼。

 隔不久，连新买的雨伞也被偷了。我无语问苍天。

昨天落枕，颈项痛了一天，脸也黑了一天。

吃饭啃到，喝水呛到。

今天还无辜被卷入别人的是非，bullshit man!!!!

我的宿舍已经一个星期制水了，我现在连刷牙也要花钱买矿泉水，洗澡要走到世界的另一个角落才找到水源。

我不知道我得罪谁，我很想死，就现在！！！

我并非无病呻吟，我真的感觉得到厄运正在跟随着我。

人有三衰六旺，如果我明天连走路也会摔跤，那么我的“三衰”应该还没有过完。

“六旺”，姐姐正等着你呢，不要让我久等哦~~~~~

人类就是这么奇怪

人类就是这么奇怪，如果没有人同情，你就不会在乎伤口有多疼；如果没有人嘲笑，你就不会在乎伤疤有多难看；如果没有人比较，谁会知道什么是前途。——吴淼《塔希里亚故事集 》

Selfish

Selfish. This is the word that I encountered so much in this month.

A friend was bitching about me and said I'm a selfish person because I didn't take good care of my another friend.

I wasn't angry, seriously.

I personally think that all my friends are able to take good care of themselves. They don't need me all the time.

But I'm just curious, why there are people like to attack me and give 'names' or 'adjectives' on me.

I'm a good person, do you agree? ^^

Words were like poison and I started to doubt myself and reflect on my behaviours. Maybe I was wrong....maybe I'm a selfish evil person. 

Until I talked to my sister, she said "Do you know the definition of selfish?"

"You'd been called selfish because you couldn't fulfill their needs."

"If I wanted to borrow your book and you rejected me, then I said you are selfish. Why?? Because you couldn't fulfill what I want."

Haha, my sister is just 20 years old.

I should listen to her and stop judging myself.