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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

25 Little Things That You Don't Need To Know About Me~


After I read Liu Xuan's book, I decided to have my own list too----25 little things that you don't need to know about me. Just like Liu Xuan said, the least important things actually are those important details that we used to miss it. I cracked my brain and came out with this list. Enjoy it but don't feel bored because they are really unimportant.




  1. I like when my friends call me Xian. It sounds like we are family more than friends. My uncles and aunties like to call me Xian Xian. I always complain about this because I don’t want them to treat me like a kid. However, I still feel warm every time I hear them call me Xian Xian. 
  2. I keep all the letters and cards that my friends sent me. I keep them well in a box. I will take it out to refresh my memory when I feel bored. Therefore, sometimes my mum worries when I smile or laugh alone in my room.
  3. Talking about letters, I think the most romantic job in this world is postman. Postmen are just like angels because they have changed people’s life indirectly. But after all the emails, messages, facebook and msn, postmen are not very important in most of the societies. It is sad because the new generation is not going to have chance to feel the warmth of the letters.
  4. I think I am rather smart because when I read, I totally understand what the writers are trying to say. And my friends always need me to re-explain the content of a book every time we read. But there is one book that I really don’t quite get it. The book is bible. I feel stupid when I read bible. Even I have pastors and friends to explain to me when I am in a total confusion. I talked to my Father personally but as usual He didn’t answer. So, just pretend I understand and take all the official explanations.
  5. My friends said women need to know how to tackle alcohol. She asked me to try and learn how to drink alcohol. I know we need to know how to drink or ‘sip’ alcohol when we socialize in the future. But my body cannot take any foods or liquids which is BITTER. If alcohol tastes like Rebena, maybe I will shout: “Come! A glass of gin and tonic!”
  6. I bought a sketch book last year and hope to draw something when I am free. Until now, my sketch book is still very clean and stays smartly on the shelf. I think it is time to buy some crayons. Haha~
  7. My sister bought an English book for O Level. The title of the book is ‘Mastering Tough Vocabulary’. I laughed at my sister and started flipping over the book. Eventually, I spent the whole evening reading the book. Those vocabs are truly TOUGH. It was very challenging, I like it.^^
  8. I am really scared of cold.
My father is happy because he does not need to buy me an air-con.
Sweaters and jackets are always in my shopping list.
If I forget to bring sweater to cinema, I will curse myself.
My friends say I am insane because I have two blankets on my bed.
Thank God, I am living in Malaysia.
  1. Every time before I go out, I will remind myself to bring recycle bag. I am not a politician who can help or improve the environment, but at least I reduce the chances of creating so many burdens to the earth.
  2. When I was in secondary school, I subscribed a monthly high school magazine called “Zhong Xue Sheng”. I like it so much and I keep all of them in a special box (actually I have many boxes). But last time, when we decided to relocate some of our belongings to our shop, mum threw all my magazines away. I gone crazy and decided to go back to the land field and looked for my magazines. Luckily with my sister’s help, my magazines were saved. Mum, please don’t throw away my memory, they are way too important than my clothes. If you want to throw something, please go to my closet.
  3. Talking about my boxes, I also keep my Form Six Chemistry notes in it. My chemistry was not very good but I liked Chemistry class very much. In Mrs Lai’s class, chemistry is no longer just the symbol H2O but it is about life. We can smell, touch and see life through knowing more about chemistry. Since then, I see myself as a person who knows life but not an exam machine. For me, she is not a teacher, she is a scientist.
  4. I remember since last time I did not sleep well for few days just to finish my assignments, it caused me a very serious period pain. This seldom happens to me, but I think because of those stressful days, period pain came to knock my door. I went to the pharmacy to buy some painkiller. The pharmacist advised me not to take too much pills because it will cause some side effects. I told him this seldom happened and I promised just to take one. If the pain still continue, I will just let it be. But he still stood there and blah blah blah….
Then I asked him: “xiao di di, do you know what period pain is?”
He kept quiet. Then I continued.
“Period pain is just like thousands of elephants step over my stomach.”
“So, give me the pills.”
He stunned for a while and gave me the pills and kept the money.
I feel sorry for him but he should understand it was not my fault, it was hormone’s fault.
  1. I like junk food. But since last time Ceek Chean gave me an “organic food lesson” in the supermarket, I think twice before I buy any junk food.
  2. I don’t like to do chores. But once again, after went to Pulau Redang with Ceek Chean, I changed my habit. I clean my room at least two times a week.
  3. Ceek Chean is a mean old hag. Blek.^^
  4. I brush my teeth before I wash my face. You want me to change the order? NO WAY.
  5. My favorite lecturer is Dr. Carmen. I hope I have a sister like her to teach me how to think critically and write academically.
  6. My left foot is bigger than my right foot. Therefore, sometimes I just hate wearing heels. It is too excruciating seeing one of my foot staying in the heel which is not its size.
  7. I don’t look down on people who look down on me. I look down on those people who look down themselves.
  8. If I have extra time and money, I would like to learn sewing and patchwork. Somehow, I think I have the talent.
  9. I went back to my high school last week and saw the painting that we drew on the wall when we were in Form Six. I remember Pei San drew that black-green coconut tree……Haha… How good it is if all of us just don’t grow up.
  10. A chef looks more charming than a musician. (For me ^^)
  11. Although sometimes my uncles, aunties and mum say something bad about my grandfather, I think he is the most caring and thoughtful person in my life. No matter what they say, I respect you grandpa as a hero deep in my heart.
  12. My sister told me to have a saving plan from now on and I am actually doing it now. I hope I can buy my own house in the coming future. >< So Excited!!
  13. Finally and lastly, this is the least important and you really don’t need to know about it-----I love my family and friends.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Love At First Sight 一见钟情

they're both convinced
that a sudden passion joined them.
such certainty is more beautiful,
but uncertainty is more beautiful still.


since they'd never met before, they're sure
that there'd been nothing between them.
but what's the word from the streets, staircases, hallways--
perhaps they've passed by each other a million times?

i want to ask them
if they don't remember--
a moment face to face
in some revolving door?
perhaps a "sorry" muttered in a crowd?
a curt "wrong number"caught in the receiver?--
but i know the answer.
no, they don't remember.

they'd be amazed to hear
that chance has been toying with them
now for years.

not quite ready yet
to become their destiny,
it pushed them close, drove them apart,
it barred their path,
stifling a laugh,
and then leaped aside.

there were signs and signals,
even if they couldn't read them yet.
perhaps three years ago
or just last tuesday
a certain leaf fluttered
from one shoulder to another?
something was dropped and then picked up.
who knows, maybe the ball that vanished
into childhood's thicket?

there were doorknobs and doorbells
where one touch had covered another
beforehand.
suitcases checked and standing side by side.
one night. perhaps, the same dream,
grown hazy by morning.

every beginning
is only a sequel, after all,
and the book of events
is always open halfway through.





一见钟情

他们彼此深信
是瞬间迸发的热情让他们相遇
这样的确定是美丽的
但变幻无常更为美丽
他们素未谋面
所以他们确定彼此并无任何瓜葛
但是自街道、楼梯、大堂
传来的话语......
他们也许擦肩而过100万次了吧
我想问他们是否记得
在旋转门面对面那一刹
或是在人群中喃喃道出的对不起
或是在电话的另一端道出的打错了
但是我早知道答案
是的
他们并不记得
他们会很讶异
原来缘分已经戏弄他们多年
时机尚未成熟
变成他们的命运
缘分
将他们推进
距离
阻挡他们的去路
忍住笑声
然后闪到一旁

P/S: I read this from my MSN space, still love this poem very much, so I repost it~ Hope u guys like it too~

Sunday, September 26, 2010

一场美梦

人际关系越变越复杂,
跟童年的 [不要跟你好]
形成了强烈的对比,
于是我不能不开始怀疑,
小时候与朋友的相爱,
还有热诚相待,
真是一场美梦。


Thursday, September 23, 2010

Wish you happy always~

One of my friends walked into marriage last two months. I called to say congratulations.

She told me she was a bit nervous because she did not want to end her single life like this. 

She afraid her boyfriend is not her ultimate Mr. Right. 

However, her boyfriend's parents would like them to marry as quickly as possible.

His parents want to see their grandchildren before they are dead. 

It is kind of weird to hear this. Hello, now is 21st century already, why these old people never give up to force their children producing babies.

Her husband did not know that she had been avoiding conception.

After she married, her husband was so keen to populate the planet as soon as possible. I laughed when I heard this, sorry^^

I did not know how to give comments on this issue, so I tried my best to let her feel that she was exactly at the right position now.


Yesterday, I received a call from her again. She said she is so happy since she married to XX.

I truly can feel her excitement and happiness through her voice. 

I am so glad that she finally got what she wants.

This shows that marriage is not necessary a grave to everyone.
Hahaha, I know somebody is broody now.
Wish you happy happy always.

He is a good guy, don't miss it.~

Friday, September 3, 2010

总要有一个人出来当坏人,那就让我当吧!

你看过一种人吗?
他想尽办法讨好别人
他想所有人都赞同他
他利用他聪明的脑筋和费尽唇舌
说是非和投诉是他的强项
流眼泪更是他的必杀技
演技一流不在话下
是人是鬼,傻傻分不清楚

可能他并没有那么可恶
这些都是我主观的想法

但是我在他身上只是看到这些      而已!!



同情他吧!!他看起来就是如此的可怜!!!!
总要有一个人出来当坏人,那就让我当吧!!
我不想当绵羊

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

你知道吗?

我快撑不住了,我需要勇气,很大很大的勇气!!!!!!!!!!!
我就快要脑死了,快来救我出深渊吧!!!!!

这几天胸口都是闷闷的,有说不出闷气。
今天下午有轻微地中暑了一下。
看着书,字又进不到脑。
脾气又暴躁,很想找人来骂骂。
又没有心情保养皮肤。
很讨厌啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我不知道我要什么,正在找什么。。。为什么人生那么不顺的??!!
你知道吗?