请给我一点点。。。

我又在倒数了，倒数什么时候这一切会结束。原来工作真的会让一个人疯掉，尤其是你不喜欢这份工作。我尽量不要埋怨，不要投诉，把自己的感觉往口里塞，然后用万能胶封上来。
把自己困在自己的牢里其实很寂寞的，又不能跟别人分享，感觉就好像踩到牛屎一样。。。无言~
那么，在自己的部落格叹气一下总可以吧~

每次逃到没有后路的时候，还好可以回到这里，这里好安全，好安静，只有少数人会来关心我的部落格，会读中文的朋友更少，所以这里是我最好的避风港。

我是一个可怜虫
可怜虫需要一点勇气
只要一点勇气就够了
真的一点就够了~

P/S：我很想发出正面能量，但是没办法，最近很负面~

活过来了~

从吉隆坡回来已有几天了，感觉又回来了，可能是看了三部戏的关系吧！

连我妹妹看见我都说，我好想活过来了，之前好像一个死人一样。

哈哈~可能是吧！还好有美玉陪我说说话，有些东西我终于想通了，我会好好地规划我的未来的，你们不用担心。


我一直在想，身边的人总是想看我什么时候跌倒，什么时候失败，然后出现嘲笑我。但是我错了，真心朋友是不会的，因为他们看见我幸福，他们也会为我感到高兴。

P/S：有了新的爱好，就是收集故事~

One afternoon

I had donated some of my clothes to an organization this afternoon. Like my grandmother said, we never offer anything to anybody in the world but we took an awful lot. So, it is about time to give back some. 
After work, I have ample time to sort out all my old clothes and I found something interesting in my closet. My mum said, I should give out some nice and decent clothes to those children but not those frumpy clothes, so, I was having a tough time to decide which one is decent and which one is 'frumpy' .
Hahaha....talking about the interesting stuff in my closet....I found some clothes that I used to wear when I was in Form 5. Those are really ugly, old fashioned and frayed jeans.....and also some T-shirts which have already gone out of style....urggghhhh......why I didn't take care of my appearance in those golden age, no wonder nobody courted me that time....haiz
Moving on, if you still remember, Yik Hong designed a T-shirt for English Math Science society.....it is my favourite all the time. But it has become yellowish and unwearable now. Anyone is still keeping that shirt?? We have a lot of good memories there.
Besides that, my Temenggung and Jaguar T-shirts....it reminded me that we were always the loser in the sport days. Aisskkk....How much I wish we could get the champion for just one year. We lost the championship for 4 years continuously. Sad. Better delete this awful memory by throwing the T-shirts. 
 And you know, I have many jackets and sweaters. I donated half of them so I can get some new one....Hehe...still have evil intention in my good deed. I also helped my sister to give out some T-shirts, everybody knows she is a shopaholic. >.<
Good news......I also can get some news jeans now because I lost weight, I think 3kg. I have been jogging for some time, it is time to see the result of my effort. Bulge, please go away, I don't need you in my life...haha
With the sun streaming into my room, I was having a good time with all my clothes.

P/S: My mood is green colour today.

Let me decide~

I was sending resume out today. I hope I will get some good news soon. Erm.....I don't care anymore, just hand everything to God, and see what happen ahead.
People are giving advices to me all these days. I am sick of it already. I want to decide on my own, so please don't force me to accept any of those experience talks already. Because if I never try, I will never know. If you say I will regret in the future, then let me regret.  
Maybe regrets gives my life curves but not horizontal lines.