我不要变成一颗树

有一个古老的传说：一个人如果等了一生都没能等到自己要等的人，却又始终不死心放不下，便会化作一棵树，在原地年复一年地等待。得不到爱情，上天便给了她天长地久的永恒。

哈哈，上帝，我可以不要这样吗？ 我不要变成一颗树。
我宁愿在树下和他偶遇，然后说：“哦，原来你也在这里喔。”

Together we create a beautiful world ^^

I went to my friend's room and found that she is using a last-century laptop. The keyboard is broken so she brought a portable keyboard to replace it. It is so bulky and inconvenient for me. Then I just asked her, why don't you just buy a new one?
What she said made me feel shameful.
She explained the whole process of how to make a laptop. In a nutshell, she wanted to tell me that the ingredients that they use to make a laptop are undegradable and it is very harmful to the environment. Therefore, if the things that she is using are still functioning, she won't throw it away easily. 

I stayed still and looked at her quietly, I suddenly felt that she is very very special. I thought nobody cares about the environment, I mean, who cares?? Who cares if those African children are starving to death and number is hitting 40 billions. Who cares if the Indians in India are selling their kidneys just to get RM2600 to support their family? 

We read news everyday and we can just get this info anytime but who really does care about something which is basically not our business? And she made me feel like.....yes, somebody does care and they are doing their parts just to make some minor changes.


I'm so proud to have her as my friend.
And I promise I will definitely think twice twice twice before I throw or buy something. XD

My room

This might be the first thing that I wanna buy for myself.....a reading room.
This is a nobody-can-enter room.
I will treasure all my stuff in this room.
Spend my afternoon here.
Take my nap here.
Read my books.
Write my first novel here.
Talk to my Father here........

I think my saving is just enough for me to buy a window.....lolz...keep chasing my dream^^

Dream

Maybe this is just a dream, I've never grown up.
Suddenly the bell rings, I wake up and realise that I just fell asleep in the classroom.
I'm still in 2004.
Yee Hui shouts at me and says :"Hey, wake up la, let's go makan!!"

I am good??

I don't know why I always get compliments that I don't deserve it. For example, I put little,seriously very little effort to do my teaching plans, but my supervisors, principal and lectures said I did very WELL. I read my teaching plans severe times, but I didn't find anything special in it.

I am good?? I doubt it......I'm getting famous now because of my great teaching plans and the fear is approaching me slowly....

随笔

有时候，真的很想狠狠的比出这个手指。
那么，所有的不愉快都会云消烟散。
你今天比了吗？

Baby Kimgres

I went to the celebration of a newborn baby of my friend last week. His name is Kimgres.
Still remember last year December, one day my friend called and told me she was pregnant. she sounded so dead and nervous because this was totally out of her plan.
She didn't know how to tell her parents and felt lost at that time.
It was hard but we all insisted to keep the baby.
Along these few months, full with bittersweet memories. Luckily, they are so strong and help each others and try to build their new family.
When I was holding the baby, wow......it was incredibly amazing. I could touch him and felt his breath. His hands was so small and it looked so fragile. He was so tiny until you couldn't help yourself to hold him tightly and afraid that your every little movement would hurt him.
I'm so proud of my friend and love her so much. I know this will be a new journey in her life.
Life has never been kind to us, so let us hold our hands together and go through it.
Happiness is awaiting us ahead. ^^