厄运

最近衰事连连，衰到我快顶不顺了！！！

 无端端，我的橱被撬开，很多贵重物品被偷了。

朋友叫我忍，父母叫我忍，姐妹叫我忍。。。。连校方也叫我忍。

好不容易找到偷我东西的人，隔着电话，她说：“是我偷的，又怎样？？！！你能奈我何。”

突然间发现，我真的无能为力。就这样眼睁睁地放了那头魔鬼。

 隔不久，连新买的雨伞也被偷了。我无语问苍天。

昨天落枕，颈项痛了一天，脸也黑了一天。

吃饭啃到，喝水呛到。

今天还无辜被卷入别人的是非，bullshit man!!!!

我的宿舍已经一个星期制水了，我现在连刷牙也要花钱买矿泉水，洗澡要走到世界的另一个角落才找到水源。

我不知道我得罪谁，我很想死，就现在！！！

我并非无病呻吟，我真的感觉得到厄运正在跟随着我。

人有三衰六旺，如果我明天连走路也会摔跤，那么我的“三衰”应该还没有过完。

“六旺”，姐姐正等着你呢，不要让我久等哦~~~~~

人类就是这么奇怪

人类就是这么奇怪，如果没有人同情，你就不会在乎伤口有多疼；如果没有人嘲笑，你就不会在乎伤疤有多难看；如果没有人比较，谁会知道什么是前途。——吴淼《塔希里亚故事集 》

Selfish

Selfish. This is the word that I encountered so much in this month.

A friend was bitching about me and said I'm a selfish person because I didn't take good care of my another friend.

I wasn't angry, seriously.

I personally think that all my friends are able to take good care of themselves. They don't need me all the time.

But I'm just curious, why there are people like to attack me and give 'names' or 'adjectives' on me.

I'm a good person, do you agree? ^^

Words were like poison and I started to doubt myself and reflect on my behaviours. Maybe I was wrong....maybe I'm a selfish evil person. 

Until I talked to my sister, she said "Do you know the definition of selfish?"

"You'd been called selfish because you couldn't fulfill their needs."

"If I wanted to borrow your book and you rejected me, then I said you are selfish. Why?? Because you couldn't fulfill what I want."

Haha, my sister is just 20 years old.

I should listen to her and stop judging myself.

I am a hockey player ^^

Heaven VS Hell

Back to my 'oven' and realized that I didn't update my blog for a long long time.
Nothing special lately....I was having fun learning how to do bandage and CPR last last week and will be the facilitator in the coming international camp. I hope I did learn well and will be manage to explain to those teenagers who come from other countries. 

Practically, I am a hockey player now, will be a professional one soon, I think lah ^^ Why I said so, because we have to learn the skills and techniques for almost 4 hours a week. It is too much for me, therefore, I think I will be an expert soon. Initially, I hate it because I play badminton better.....but now, I LOVE IT. Chasing a hockey ball on the big field has become a way for me to release my stress. And we always create a lot of laughter and jokes on the field.  

Went back last week and planned to celebrate Mother's day with my mum but my uncles and aunties came without giving us a hint. So, we all went out to have lunch at Ye Xiang restaurant. My mum didn't want to go celebrate anymore after that as she didn't want to spend so much in a day. Haiz.....somebody screwed up my Mother's Day.


Talking about my aunts, I don't know why they always like to compare their children's result and show off how excellent their are. It is enough if you compare among your children, why do you still want to compare with us, with our friends and our NEIGHBOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was really mad when they asked my sister, "Huh, you are not the top student ah??" "If you are not a top student, why do you still want to aim for 10 As in your SPM?"
Screw you people!!!!!!!!!!!! What's wrong if my sister is not a top student and still want to aim for 10 As. Do you all know that you always put down my sister's confidence every time after your visit??!!! 
The most ridiculous thing was she said " If you can't be a doctor, be a lawyer lah!"
WTH.......why do we need to choose either doctor or lawyer?? There is no other occupations on this earth ald??


Of course I know money and status are very very extremely important for you and me to live on this earth, but not all people want to be a doctor or lawyer, ok~ Luckily we all have strong hearts, if not, definitely we would get heart attack after the lunch.


P/S: Opps.....sorry, I din mean to spread the negative aura here but I just couldn't help it ^^ Happy reading~

梦想

我有一个大大的梦想，很难达成的，需要很多的努力才行。
所以我不敢告诉任何人。
等我实现了再说好吗？
这是一个让我从新有人生目标的梦想。
我要加油，你们也要哦！！！

Is this Your will?

How many 'loves' have been destroyed by religions and believes?
Two people have over come the problems of race, status and stereotypes. The last challenge is religion. And this defeated two of them, and they became stranger since then.
My Malay friend told me her story today. She fell in love with a orang asli who is a Christian. They struggled so much to come to the end --- marriage. Their Gods stopped them to be together. And they followed their Gods' will.


Suddenly, I understand. We human are not as strong as we thought. We are terribly weak. Religions and believes are the things that we hold so tight in our hand, and we will not let it go so easily even though the person we love the most is standing in front of us. 

It is sad, isn't? 


Father, is this Your will??