Ciao~

Today I have deleted a person in my facebook.
What a relief!!
I am really proud of myself because I always do what I want to do and do I want I need to do.
I hate to care about your feeling and let my heart feel painful all these time.

I just don't like you.
Although you might be very smart and outstanding for other people,
in my world, you are not approved to stay.
Go out from my world and I hope you may rest in peace.

Yeah...........................

P/S: just want to record this day. Don't need to care much about this person, she is just a small chapter in my life.^^

Another Day

I am moldy.

I did nothing today.

My brain is dying.

I want to go back to campus.

Even you want me to sit in Mr. Paul's class.

There was no input for the past few days.

I don't want to have these kind of meaningless life anymore.

Surpringly, even cinema also could not attract me anymore.

Darn.....!!

Maybe I need a friend or a book.

Yea..... I need a friend.

Then, that means I have to go back loo.

P/S: Question to myself : why I don't have any friends in PJ??

       Answer to myself : Because this is the result of your bloody hell anti-social attitude.=(

If Love -- Khalil Fong

Lately, I fall in love with Khalil Fong's songs. One of my favourites is 'If Love' (如果爱)
The lyrics was written by Khalil and my idol Vivian Hsu. They are so talented in composing music and lyrics. I can say it loudly here to Vivian : "You are more than the dress and the voice!!!"
Sharing Time

* 如果爱没有那么烦  我不会吃不下晚饭
也不会多么的堕落 如果你说你爱我
如果爱可以很简单 我也不会有这么乱
整个世界在转          你或许可以说你爱我吗
地图有东南西北      爱情却不是绝对
跑很远 累不累   1+1不是2 虾米！ 无解的逻辑
我不问完美是什么 怀疑是什么
明天你是什么          不后悔

repeat*

黑夜有了你更美   让人自愿变傀儡
月憔悴  看不见 我要爬上一座天梯 摘星星给你
我不管完美是什么 唯一是什么
明天我是什么        无所谓

P/S: I wanted to translate it but somehow it has become very weird after I have translated some of the lyrics.
In general, it means if love is simple, then I don't need to think so much, I will love you no matter what happen^^

Sikit comments~

I feel so good today because God answered my prayer. I think I will have my smiling face day and night for the whole week. What I prayed for?? hehe...I want to keep it for myself. But there is a point here, God does answer prayers. ^^
Last week, my friends have some arguments and the situation is getting worse. Erm...what to say. Actually I have no rights to give any comments to their arguments because both of them have their reasonable reasons. Well, this is our growing proccess, I hope they do learn something from this. This happening keeps remind me the idiom--"Never judge a book by its cover". I learned this long long ago, I always keep this in mind. However, many people seem like never learn any lesson from this idiom because the 'covers' are well printed.
Yea. Talking about reflection, when you come out with many many excuses and reasons to defend yourself, have you ever thought of your misdeeds?? Maybe you need to take some responsiblity in this arguments. Or you actually knew everything but you refuse to admit it?? I don't know, only you know it. Maybe you are too busy to protect your perfect image in front of people, therefore you have no time for REFLECTION.

aiya....I should not be busy body and gave so many comments here....haha
But, you know..they are my friends, I did this for love.

P/S: God, I know the answer now but the answer gave me brokeness. Please mend my heart as soon as possible. Sometimes, Your answers give me tears and happiness together, so fan nao~

家中的日子

回家几天了，尽做些无聊事，但是还真是很快乐。
帮忙做了些家务，流了一身汗，感觉好像又复活了。
傍晚的时候，站在屋后吹着凉凉的风，好像小时候无忧无虑的我。
吃完晚饭，在厨房洗碗，还要和蚊子搏斗，真是讨厌这些不死生物。
遇见一位久违的同学，她的孩子已经四岁了，她看起来好像三十岁，
原来摧人的不只是岁月，还有生活。
和我的姐妹小聚一会儿，庆幸自己还有朋友。
每天晚上都看电视，发现我还是家中的电视王，哈哈=)

P/S: 虽然决定忘记他，但是还是舍不得，所以继续想念～

My father ^.^

今天爸妈来找我和姐姐吃饭，顺便把我的杂物搬回去。

吃完饭后，爸爸问我：“你等下要不要买水果？”
我把脸扳过去假装没听到，因为我是非常懒惰切水果的，所以一向都不买水果。
妈妈看到我的反应，就说: "她的字典里面没有这个字，所以你看她没有反应."
爸爸就说：“你平时没有吃水果的么？”
我说：“我在直凉的时候也没吃啊，除非你切给我吃。”
爸爸说：“你看你的皮肤不美了。”
我说：“你吃水果，但是你的皮肤也没我的美啊。”
哈哈哈哈哈。。。。


爸妈送我到家的时候，我想回刚才那一席话，突然惊觉没有爸爸照顾的我竟是如此地不会照顾自己的生活。
我以前的生活，无论从小事到大事，都是爸爸张罗的。
爸爸要烧菜，洗衣，折衣，买日常用品，电灯泡，水电费。。。。连我们的白凤丸他都要理。
我们整屋子的女人就像末代皇帝一样等爸爸来服侍我们，当然包括我妈妈。


爸爸, 临睡前我将你放入祷告, 希望你健健康康, 妈妈你也是。


我爱你们！！！

我变了~

现在是一点四十二分，听着陶子的‘我变了’。
我喜欢里面的一段词，
“我变了碰到你什么都对了，
爱上你下雨也快乐，
我变了碰到你什么都好了，
爱上你哭泣也值得”

发疯地爱上一个人就是这种感觉，
你并没有发现自己变了，
只是在时过境迁以后，
你才发现自己已经不再是自己了。

下雨也快乐，
哭泣也值得，
我还想加多一句，
‘思念也变得美丽’。

以前我不会三更半夜坐在这里想念一个人，
不会这么傻，
不会失眠，
不会让我的智商变零蛋，


原来，我变了~