Teacher's life

Had been cooped up in the room for all day, searching for some useful information for my students. Huh! I really sacrificed a lot for my lovely students. Just rustle up some lunch then face the computer for more than 4 hours.

 After printed out all the exercises, felt a sense of accomplishment.But think ahead, that was the only thing that I can do for them. They are rather poor and living in a bad condition, at least for me, it is really bad. However, when you see the smile on their face, you would never think that actually they are poor people but wealthy people with overloaded love in their heart.

I think this will be the most memorable two months in my life, I will treasure it for sure. Working in the jungle is not a joke, some more with low pay at the begining. Maybe my Lord wants me to experience something very special with these angels. Experience with frogs, insects and unexpectable creatures.

A good news for myself is I don't need to spent the entire day just futzing around in my house but go out and have some contributions to some people.

发现~

Jane 叫我报告我的生活，所以我又回来了。
上次去了上海，本来有满肚子的感想想要分享的，但是现在又不想讲了。
女人嘛，就是善变。

前途茫茫啊。。。总觉得自己会一事无成。
爸爸最近讲了一些很难听的话，让我十分心痛。
但是我从来不会因为别人的话而觉得自己是个无用的人，就算是我爸爸也是一样。
我是一个有价值的人，起码在天父心中，我是如此地与众不同。

中庸。
我的人生应该可以用这个字来形容。
尽管我渴望着灿烂的烟火，但是我的生活就是起不了一点涟漪。
中庸的我。
中庸的成绩。
中庸的生活环境。
就连样貌也是中庸的。

分享一段文字吧！

“可不可以有一个人，可以看穿我的逞强，可以保护我的脆弱。他会在我的眼泪掉下以前，就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛，轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看。------ 他会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上，告诉我在他的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强，告诉我就算所有的人都不相信你你都还有我。”

看到这段文字，马上就有答案了。
“有！我慈爱的天父！”
当然，如果您把亚当送给我就最好啦~嘻嘻！！

读后感~

最近就是无聊，自从我的手提电脑不见之后，就一直提不起劲来。
现在总算平静下来了，谢谢我的朋友，你们是最棒的！！！！
我明白所有的东西都是上帝创造的，然后赐给我的。
你这个死小偷竟敢偷我的东西，我一定一定一定会在上帝面前煮重你的米，你死定了！！！

最近发现了一些明星的微博，看了一些文章，还不错的。
这段文字是在康永的微博看到的，觉得很有意思。
他说：

15岁觉得游泳难，放弃游泳，到18岁遇到一个你喜欢的人约你去游泳，你只好说“我不会耶”。18岁觉得英文难，放弃英文，28岁出现一个很棒但要会英文的工作，你只好说“我不会耶”。人生前期越嫌麻烦，越懒得学，后来就越可能错过让你动心的人和事，错过新风景。~ ~ ~《康永，给残酷社会的善意短信》

有一点感触，因为我似乎错过了很多。
比如，觉得钢琴很难，就不学了。长大之后才发现钢琴也是魅力加分的一种方法。
每每看到别人在弹钢琴，手指就会不知觉得舞动，羡慕极那些手指舞者。
我想这就是康永所说的新风景，一个我永远都进入不了的新风景。

还好我对英文还算有一点坚持，算对得起自己^^ 。
我还蛮希望语文能带我到更远更远的地方，期待更美好的未来~

Ciao~

Today I have deleted a person in my facebook.
What a relief!!
I am really proud of myself because I always do what I want to do and do I want I need to do.
I hate to care about your feeling and let my heart feel painful all these time.

I just don't like you.
Although you might be very smart and outstanding for other people,
in my world, you are not approved to stay.
Go out from my world and I hope you may rest in peace.

Yeah...........................

P/S: just want to record this day. Don't need to care much about this person, she is just a small chapter in my life.^^

Another Day

I am moldy.

I did nothing today.

My brain is dying.

I want to go back to campus.

Even you want me to sit in Mr. Paul's class.

There was no input for the past few days.

I don't want to have these kind of meaningless life anymore.

Surpringly, even cinema also could not attract me anymore.

Darn.....!!

Maybe I need a friend or a book.

Yea..... I need a friend.

Then, that means I have to go back loo.

P/S: Question to myself : why I don't have any friends in PJ??

       Answer to myself : Because this is the result of your bloody hell anti-social attitude.=(

If Love -- Khalil Fong

Lately, I fall in love with Khalil Fong's songs. One of my favourites is 'If Love' (如果爱)
The lyrics was written by Khalil and my idol Vivian Hsu. They are so talented in composing music and lyrics. I can say it loudly here to Vivian : "You are more than the dress and the voice!!!"
Sharing Time

* 如果爱没有那么烦  我不会吃不下晚饭
也不会多么的堕落 如果你说你爱我
如果爱可以很简单 我也不会有这么乱
整个世界在转          你或许可以说你爱我吗
地图有东南西北      爱情却不是绝对
跑很远 累不累   1+1不是2 虾米！ 无解的逻辑
我不问完美是什么 怀疑是什么
明天你是什么          不后悔

repeat*

黑夜有了你更美   让人自愿变傀儡
月憔悴  看不见 我要爬上一座天梯 摘星星给你
我不管完美是什么 唯一是什么
明天我是什么        无所谓

P/S: I wanted to translate it but somehow it has become very weird after I have translated some of the lyrics.
In general, it means if love is simple, then I don't need to think so much, I will love you no matter what happen^^

Sikit comments~

I feel so good today because God answered my prayer. I think I will have my smiling face day and night for the whole week. What I prayed for?? hehe...I want to keep it for myself. But there is a point here, God does answer prayers. ^^
Last week, my friends have some arguments and the situation is getting worse. Erm...what to say. Actually I have no rights to give any comments to their arguments because both of them have their reasonable reasons. Well, this is our growing proccess, I hope they do learn something from this. This happening keeps remind me the idiom--"Never judge a book by its cover". I learned this long long ago, I always keep this in mind. However, many people seem like never learn any lesson from this idiom because the 'covers' are well printed.
Yea. Talking about reflection, when you come out with many many excuses and reasons to defend yourself, have you ever thought of your misdeeds?? Maybe you need to take some responsiblity in this arguments. Or you actually knew everything but you refuse to admit it?? I don't know, only you know it. Maybe you are too busy to protect your perfect image in front of people, therefore you have no time for REFLECTION.

aiya....I should not be busy body and gave so many comments here....haha
But, you know..they are my friends, I did this for love.

P/S: God, I know the answer now but the answer gave me brokeness. Please mend my heart as soon as possible. Sometimes, Your answers give me tears and happiness together, so fan nao~